I’ve been wanting to keep track of my progress… I’ve been saying affirmations, I have been doing some visualization, but honestly… I have not had any major life change in these past few weeks… it almost feels like the affirmations aren’t really doing much of anything at all. However for the last few nights, I’ve been listening to a recording of myself saying my self love affirmation…
Dear Superhuman Manifesting Master,
The love I have for you is infinite and unconditional… you exude Gods pure power and perfect alignment exactly as you are, confidently thriving as your authentic self. You always follow your bliss and your greatest self is revealed every day… You illuminate the genius of your God given gifts and talents with humble sincerity and purpose, shining bright like the clearest cut diamond from the inside out! You alone are whole and complete!! Under Gods Grace and in perfect ways!!
This morning I woke up and it wasn’t so much that I felt like I had magically changed, but I woke up with the mindset of being in control of the way I start my day… feeling more determined to stick to my new routine of saying affirmations out loud every morning before I get out of the bed. Sometimes, actually most times when I’m getting out of the bed in the morning, thoughts start racing through my mind before I can get a hold of them, and before I know it, I’m starting my day off in anxiety.
Today is honestly the first morning that I made the decision to take over my thoughts, and the way I feel… after I finished with my affirmations, I hopped out of the bed with a little extra pep in my step.
Then I saw something online about different ways to make money doing what you love… and I immediately started coming up with an affirmation about having the perfect source of income while doing what I love and being perfectly aligned to it, and it made me realize two things… #1 is that I think in affirmation and #2 it also made me think about how much the self love affirmations I’ve been saying daily might have helped lead me to see what I saw this morning about turning a passion into a profession, and motivated me to take some sort of action in manifesting the life I desire.
Self love is so important… when we aren’t loving ourselves like we should, we hesitate, we talk ourselves out of things that would be beneficial to us because they seem too difficult, we procrastinate, we let the fear of failure overtake us and we become stagnant, stuck in our old negative ways of thinking, repeating the same patterns throughout our entire lives. I’ve been stuck in a rut for a long, long time and I’m ready to get out, I’m ready to be free.
I’ve tried to start over, affirming a better career, more money, and all of the “things” I thought would make my life better, make me feel better… it never worked. I understand now that until I love myself, my life will continue to work against me, because I don’t believe in my heart that I am truly deserving of a life that bring me joy and fulfillment.
So no, I don’t have an update as far as huge changes that have happened since I started this journey a few weeks ago… but, I do feel like I’m beginning to feel a little spark lighting up on the inside… it may still be small right now, but I believe that my consistency is what will make that spark turn into fireworks.
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